I am perfectly happy on the outside but in the inside lately.. I've been hiding in that spot in the back of my mind. When I look like im in a trance.. thats where I am.. when im upset or pissed off I flee there. It has blue skies... a big willow tree.. green lush grass.. and the ocean.
Safe.
Free.
Yestreday.. i had a fustating day with the silence shit for being gay.. and what not.. and everything that was going on in the school.. I ended up fleeing in english.. and falling asleep to the image of happiness..
and waking up at the end of class.
What does this all mean?